Oh Almighty, Allah.
Today is 22/10 and it almost mark 4 months since our separation. I am feeling super pathetic because i kind of not moving on from him. I tried multiples things to gain his attention.
I cant believe it was super hard to forget about him. I dont even know why and it makes me miserable sometimes.
I dont wanna fall in love again but i feel lonely and i wanted to get past this miserable feelings.
O Allah,
you know what i didnt.you plan what i didnt understand.
so Allah, please make a way for me to get through this phase, and to make peace with whatever im feeling right now. prevent me from making another love mistake till the right time comes.
I wanted to just focus on my final year journey, and to be a better me.
Thank you Allah for everything <3
