Thursday 29 April 2021

One month



It has been a month since me and AA agreed on being a special friend. We have been going out together since then, at least once a week we will have a stroll at any mall around here. Cant lie, we did argue i learnt new sides of him and he accept me well despite me being a complicated woman. 

I still having the trouble of removing this insecurity feelings. I afraid of going depth into relationship with him, so we are still being a special friend but kind of mix up with the bf-gf relationship. 

He is such a gentleman, but he did has his rough side too. But usually, im the reason he started to get angry, hahaha. 

Today will be our last iftar together, because we will be in long-distance-relationship for a few months. 300km apart. Fuh, quite afraid of being apart for this long because there will be more turbulences and hardship coming. 

All in all, i hope we get through this together. 

Bye!