In The Name of Allah,
Allah,
I am indeed should be busy with all the workloads of projects and assignments, but why i cant seem to make it done?
I cant seem to focus on my studies, I felt somehow lonely.
Maybe because of the loneliness, i fall for someone. I kind of like him for quite sometimes, but just as a guy friend. Nothing more. But, nowadays things getting out of hand and i think i like him more.
O Allah,
i am quite confuse with my past relationship, but i think we just not meant to be together. Or maybe not the right time yet?
I dont know, if liking him is a good/bad choice. Because of my past promises i made to that guy.
O Allah,
I am so confused, but this feelings just messed up i couldnt ignore it.
O Allah, let my heart found the heart of someone who will lead me to Jannah.
In the Name of Allah,
Why i kept getting confuse nowadays?
I confuse on why am i so lazy, why i kept sleeping when i had numerous assignment and project?
Why i didn't exactly feel energetic anymore?
Why my business is no longer getting okay?
Why?
O Allah,
I know i kept questioning on the why, i think i might at my lowest now. Because i dont feel any emotions anymore except for fatigue and wanted to do nothing.
O Allah,
Please guide me to the correct path, the path you has chose for me, the path that can get me closer to you, the path that won't keep me astray.
O Allah,
Guide me, only to u i pray for.
In The Name of Allah.
What is long term relationships?
One would define it as having years of relationship, where both have been in love more than a year. Someone might still date even after 10 years.
To be perfectly honest, I once thought that LTR is a romantic things. Two people know each others and in love for numbers of years before settle down with marriage.
But the question is, numbers of couple didn't end up with marriage. They end up breaking up and found someone new then getting married maybe only months after that.
So how does it feels for you?
Didn't you just wasting your time, energy and money to the wrong people? Isn't wasted?
At one point, i also think LTR is kind of cruel. Imagine, a man gave u hope and u wait for him maybe for 10 years like a fool and end up getting cheated on or breaking up due to some circumstances.
True, every relationship even marriage is like sailing on a boat without knowing there might be thunder or typhoon. But, non marriage relationship gives u nothing but wasting time and sins.
Even in Islam, couple or any relationship before marriage is haram. As it wanted to protect the relationship and prevent people from zina and unmoral acts.
O Allah,
prevent me from any haram relationship and protect me from wasting my time, energy and money to the wrong people. I believe in you, and I give myself to you.
