Dear Allah,
this is my second time writing bcs just now i lost all the draft 😂 (due to internet connection issue). Ofc you already know what im about to rant about, but writing makes me feel good.
It is already February, a month has passed since 2021. I felt like January tooks forever ><
First week of January i still struggling with final exam and the next 2 weeks i just found myself indulge with numerous books!! I read so much that in 2 weeks i almost finished 10 books. Most of them are fiction and the non-fiction is more to motivational genre.
I started my new semester last week, which is the final week of January. I found myself kept on watching kdrama and movies or running man. I felt quite dispirited. I dont know what to plan even when i have planning.
I kept on wasting my times doing something i know i got zero benefits from, and i quit reading books too. 😞
Dear God,
I also being inconsistent with my business, at one point i didnt really feel happy when people ordered from me. but i also worried because this month i didnt achieve the target. I know i do wrong, but being consistent didnt really get me to what i wish i could get. I know you are giving the best to me, not what i want but you give what i need.
Can you help me? i dont really know what to do.
O Allah,
i hope you take care of Kak Ina, she already in the best hand which is yours, but i do hope you also protect her family. She is one of the kindest cousin i ever had.
I know my writing kind of going here and there, but i really am writing everything that happened in January. It kinds of a whole year for me.
Allah the Almighty,
Please protect me and my family, and i hope i found my way to you with the best possible path. I really hope that my business will do well this February and upcoming month, with more customers and new team members but i know you give me what i need. I always believe in you, I do.
Thank you Allah.
Assalamualaikum, In The Name of Allah this post is written for future me.
Sakinah,
One day, when life seems to turn their back from you, you shall not turn away from Allah.
In any bad decisions you made, in any mistakes you did, believes in Him. He created the path for you, He is guiding you, you are taking a life lesson!
Dear Sakinah,
No matter how big your problems are, His blessings are nothing to compare with.
Put your trust on Allah, shall anything seems wrong or didnt went your way, IT'S OKAY. It is Allah's way to show you the path He created for you.
Sadness, anger, betrayed there are LIFE LESSONS Allah has put you into.
BELIEVE IN ALLAH.
Put everything for the sake of Allah, InsyaAllah.
January, 2021.
Hi and Assalamualaikum semua,
It has been so long since i updated this blog, my last entry was on 2015 which is 6 years ago ><Honestly, i thought i have lost this account T_T
It felt so good to retrieve this blog back, I saw all my old entries and it was such a pleasure.
InsyaAllah I will be back!
January, 2020.
